being late drives me crazyyyyyyyyyyy, I dont like to be early, i just like to be on time, and It really peeeeves me when i'm not.ugh

new years frustration

once again new years eve is coming and I'm not looking forward to it one bit, every year I try and make plans and every year it ends up sucking, next year im booking myself a vacation so at least I can be somewhere warm and tanning with a tropical drink in my hand when nye rolls around because I've had enough of this B.S. I'm 5 seconds away from planning a night in my room alone with a feast of the 3 C's: Chinese food, Chocolates, and Champagne. Maybe I'll even put on my dress and take pictures and then photoshop myself into party pictures. Or I'll just stream my fabulous little shindig live on youtube so all of you can get a piece of the action like.. what should I order veggie lo mein or chicken lo mein? Champagne glass? or just the bottle and a straw? dark chocolate, milk.. or both? But I guess i shouldnt be such a debby downer even though that option sounds like the best one right now. Whoever made up this whole idea to celebrate the new year sucks. I'll just celebrate the new year a month later so there's not as much pressure, and it will be much cheaper.  Sorry for my immature ranting I just figured I couldnt keep updating my twitter status's with angry tweets every 2 minutes and none of my other venting methods were working. So hopefully everyone else has better plans than I do or feel free to Join in with the 3 C's option.
  I'm gonna miss you 2010 for the most part you were a good year, and the only reason I'm not looking forward to 2011 is well because I have no idea what I'm doing with my life at the moment and I tend to fear change and the unknown.
any ways Mozel tov!

also, this blog

because I'm a crazy gadget junkie at heart, i cant afford most of them but I like reading about them

http://cs.condenastdigital.com/cs/promo/blogs/onestowatch/?cat=5
all the blogs on the ford website are pretty cool, I was on it to try and enter a contest but I couldnt find the entry form for the contest haha but at least I came across these cool blogs

fun!

just came across this site

sucha cute idea this website shows you how to make easy versions of some high end fashion trends

http://psimadethis.com/

dad's christmas present

This is the one I did for my dad, it's in water color, I did it last night, the water/horizon area came out a little sloppy but I was doing this around 11/12 last night after m parents went to bed and I heard water but I assumed at first that my mom was showering upstairs and then as it continued for a while figured it was raining, after about an hr, I'm almost done with my painting, I gotup to get a clean cup of water from the kitchen  and realized the sound of gushing water was coming from the kitchen? not the dishwasher.. not the freezer... then i realized it was coming from the basement, i open the door and it sounded like a waterfall in my basement, so i got my mom up to asses the problem, yep a pipe burst, she got my dad up who braved the gushing cold water in the basement to try and fix it but since he couldnt figure it out we had to shut the water off.. awesome... but if i hadnt been awake and heard it the whole basement probaly would have flooded, being the hoarder that I am, i keep a great deal of my fabric and stuff I have yet to unpack from school in the basement so I had a mini panic attack thinking of all of it being engulfed in water, but it didnt happen and I'm so grateful and in a way i think it may have been shi(the dog) I like to think that she's still with us in spirit, i mean if she had been alive i probaly would have gotten up to let her out and notice it so i think it was her way of still helping out, yes its a far stretch i know, but thats what I'm gonna stick with, so needless to say i kinda got distracted with this more, cus i had to hide it under the table cus it was still wet and i didnt want my dad to see it

I've had this and the other picture for a while, its from sandyneck beach, summer of 2007, and ive always loved this picture here, the colors of the sunset on sandyneck are my favorite

christmas present for my mom

so how managed to whip out this pastel drawing today, its not really her present more like the card cus i hate lame greeting cards so this is a pastel drawing of me and the dog, a did a water color painting of my dad and the dog for his card, our dog passed away in august so, its hard not to have her here at christmas she always  brought some lightheartedness and laughter to us when we were all stressed during the holidays, I miss her lots <3 xoxo

I'm actually kind of proud of how it came out considering my time crunch and i only had a four pack of sepia colored pastels, some charcoal and a red and yellow colored pencil and the fact that i hate drawing human mouths with teeth

new year new you hahah

so cliche right?
but seriously after seeing pictures of myself at a christmas party I attended over the weekend I was  in shock at how heavy I looked. I mean I have been avoiding the scale lately because I know that my eating habits over the past month have been atrocious. Well its find monday through wednesday then the weekend roles around and for an unemployed person like myself the weekend consists of thursday through sunday, and all hell breaks lose. Cheeseburgers, buffalo chicken pizza, french fries, ant kind of fast food, all mixed in with some nightly alcohol consumption. So I shouldnt have been surprised at the current state of my body weight but it really doesnt hit you until you're trying to get into your holiday outfit that fit good last year and now is lookin kinda snug. So last night I had my last fast food fixe a.k.a. some taco bell and now plan on getting back on the healthy food band wagon excluding christmas eve christmas day and new years eve. But what I'm really hoping for, short term is too shed acouple of these extra pounds by new years eve, not that I have anything special planned but it is again one of those days where me and my friends like to get dressed up and take lots of pictures soo thats why I plan to detox.. raw fruits and vegetables for the next 11 days? along with exercise so hopefully i can cleanse some of the toxins from this month out of my system. I had planned on starting today but was hit wit a snag when it decided to snoww and I really don't intend on dragging stella to the grocery store in the snow(stella is my car) and I'm not really in possession of any raw fruits or vegetables right now soooo I'm not sure what to do ughhh

Dear Santa

I want a puppy for christmas

dior new look

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